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Slow Motion

Posted on Thursday, February 6, 2014

Hi guys, sorry if this space is a little dead these days. It's not that I have nothing to post - trust me I still have a ton of traveling photos - but as you may have guessed in my previous entries that I'm in a state of denial over the end of exchange, and a part of me is holding the photos back because it's like if I don't release them, I won't have to deal with it being over.

I've started my part-time internship this week at The White Space - I'm a suit/creative/copywriter (do it all!), but this isn't the only part of my life where I have dual roles - other than interning, I'm also a student, and now a half a business owner (do it all!) and there's only so much time in a day you have, really. If I'm not working, i'm doing things for The Ordinary Co, doing projects for school, attending class, squeezing in time with the bf... Yes, I have a habit of overloading myself with things. I think I am over-compensating for how I hardly did anything when I was a kid. However, there are some things I do because I enjoy them, and this blog is one of them.

The night before my first day of work, I think it did finally hit me that exchange is over. I miss my big airy kitchen. I miss only having to think about where I'm going next, what new dish I wanted to experiment with, having a nice dinner to look forward to every Sunday with my exchange family, knowing the fact that I could probably just uproot myself and go overseas to work and not be missed much (except by Justin and the few sweet friends who made the effort to talk to me even when I was away). I wish we had more time together, exchange. I wonder if exchange were a person if he'd spend as much time thinking of me as I do of him. Haha.

My goal this weekend is to put up a big, fat post. Don't abandon this space, friends!